WHY?

Whenever I think of the population in India, I get very irritated and frustrated about the fact. I just feel like calling a meet for all the people who do no work at all; people who are lazy to do work, who beg on the streets even if they are fit enough to work, those who keep drinking and torturing others; tell them that there's going to be some sort of a counseling or job fair for them, and after they all arrive at d place, I want to throw a bomb there. By this method at least a third of India’s population would be gone. But this is all from a third person's point of view, but when it gets personal I think differently. I’ve seen a few of my friends losing their loved ones, and I see the pain, the tremendous amount of suffering that they go through, the loss they suffer. Thinking about this makes me feel heavy. Then I wonder, what'll happen if someone I know, someone close to me, passes away? I know I'll breakdown and cry for days together. It'll be like the worst nightmare ever. I've consoled a few friends of mine, told them that what has happened had to happen, but I know I'll never accept that if something like that happens to my loved ones. So many times in my life I've cried just worrying about my loved ones, what'll happen if they die? What’ll happen to my life if they leave me and go? I know I'll never be able to bear the loss. The pain that one has to go through when a loved one passes away is immeasurable; even if the person who died was fit for nothing or a person who wasted life begging or drinking. Whoever it be, there'll be someone or the other in the world who would have cried for that person. Why is there such a human bond? Why is there so much attachment between souls? Why???
There's just no proper answer. But it is this attachment which keeps us going I guess. Thinking about the ones we love and the need to do something for them keeps us alive. But it is this same attachment which causes so much of misery and pain. The urge to do something for our loved ones might make us desperate and make us do stupid stuff. We might be willing to hurt someone unknown just to please our loved ones. But we don’t realize that these things which we try to do for our loved ones might hurt someone else! This entire world, the entire human race is interlinked; one good to one person, might be bad to another. A victory to one person might be a loss to another. This happens not only amongst individuals alone, but also among groups, castes and religions. And as the number of people involved becomes larger and larger, the magnitude of the results increases. When it includes individuals, there is a small betrayal and when it moves to communities and castes, there's public humiliation or probably in extreme cases, death! I think I’ve deviated slightly from the topic I was discussing in the beginning, but I think everything will get connected in the end.
What’s the use of fighting amongst religions and castes? Don’t people realize that they are acting like the biggest idiots? People probably feel proud of serving their religion, but its absurd man. Killing other humans who we don’t even know just because they are not from the same religion. Suppressing people from other religions or castes or humiliating them publicly. Having a system of untouchability and shit. What do we gain? All this leads only to death and chaos. Why can’t there be harmony amongst people of different castes or religions or countries? Our ancestors are the main cause for the religious disputes. They not only discriminated but made the grave mistake of passing on their practices to their children; and so it continues. Children as such are not born with any constraints or discriminating qualities, but the older people make the kids cultivate this habit in them! What stupidity is this? We are all humans and deserve to be treated alike. All these discrimination and stuff lead only to one point which I've been stressing since the beginning. All these cause death and other bad things which in turn leads to pain and sorrow. So let peace prevail in the world and let us all live happily together as one big family!

For all d shit we go through in life, all we get in return is shit. What’s the use of living this monotonous life?? You keep doing the same shit day in and day out, meet the same people and talk the same bullshit.. Do the same dull work. Life’s become like a machine work man...work, work and only work. Take time to rest and you are fucked by the world around. You fall back in the race. In the race to achieve what? Nothing but bullshit... We do all this shit to earn money so that we can live a luxurious or at least a comfortable life. Earlier the adventures of life used to be in roaming around the world and finding new stuff, in discovering hidden treasures of nature. But what are the adventures now? Finding new ways to earn more money. How to fuck someone else's life to allow ourselves to earn more. What good is that? It’s all fucked up man. All’s fucked up. But we all still live this life.. Yea including me. A few like to make a difference. They do what they want. Not for money. But for themselves and also for sharing with others.. What’s the use of living this life where there's pressure all the time. Earlier pressure used to build up when a man had to start earning for the family. At the age of around 30..then pressure started building upon the school and college going kids so that they can support there family in the future. Now small small babies are sent to school. They are forced to learn to walk too early on in their life. Probably in d near future babies won’t learn to crawl, but directly move on to walking. They are made to learn stuff which is well beyond their age.. What’ all this for? For just one simple reason. So that they don’t get left behind in this race called life. Why cant life be how it used to be? NO MONEY. Just do what you can. Not for money, but to help yourself and others..
Why are there boundaries? Isn’t that some sort of discrimination too? Why are there religions? Why’s all this bullshit there? And why isn’t anyone fighting against this. There are a few who are fighting. But they've no support in this world. It’s dominated by a few masterminds. You know who they are. It’s because of them all this shit exists. People wanted, for their own selfish reasons, some place for their own self. Everyone started wanting it. A few became smart and owned larger areas. They ended up becoming rulers. They put the rules. What happens to the others? They are fucked hard. If you don’t follow the leader, then you are raped. And no one dares oppose. If the humans dint start marking territories like this, I don’t think there would have been different nations and shit.. Why is there passport and shit? Isn’t everything, everyplace a gift to everyone given by whoever's created it? Then why is it that we don’t enjoy those rights? People are selfish..greedy.. Everyone needs money. But why? Dint people live earlier without money? Weren’t their lives happy? Actually theirs would've been better and more satisfying than our life. Why can’t every god damned thing be free?
Everyone sells something and earns money to buy something else and lose money. So if it’s going to be like this, might as well make everything free. But on one condition. A person should've done something to earn that free thing. A lazy person should be fucked hard. Everyone who works to produce something gets everything.. So in that way, everyone gets everything. No rich, no poor. Just humans. But this can never happen. If someone thinks of doing some good, some other person objects as it does not work to his advantage, or it’s more advantageous to someone other than him. He’s selfish and greedy. No one other than him should live a better life than him..
This human race destroying everything; everything that’s beautiful in nature. Just for ugly creatures like us to live.. Fucked up man. The earth is becoming a horrible place to live in. It’s become so business oriented that people are willing to do anything, jus bout anything to be on top. All natural resources are being used up. And what’s the next world war going to be for? Water most probably. Countries which don’t have water will join together and fight with countries which have water. Why can’t d people share? What are they going to lose? All this domination by certain countries, certain group of people, or certain religion or caste leads to such terrorist and similar problems. Nothing like that'll occur if everyone's treated equally.. What’s the use of differentiating, man? We don’t show our superiority by discriminating, we just show that we are equal to dirt. The dirt itself is better as it does not discriminate. Humans give me the creeps. All that we are doing to show the superiority of our race is only destroying the world that we are living in and as a result destroying ourselves. Why not protect what we've? Is it that difficult? I feel it’s easier to live and let live man...
Man is too greedy. If man gets one coin, he wants 2... If he gets 2, he wants a handful. If he gets a handful, he needs a bag full. If he gets a bag full, he needs a vault full, and all shit. What happiness and peace of mind is there in that. Nothing at all. We only go through loadsa tensions and shit for that. Why cant things jus be the way they used to probably a few million years ago..
Anyways man, we all know we are living this totally dull and monotonous life. You may say you are having the time of your life going around with friends and all. But in what way does it actually benefit us? In no way at all. But still we are compelled to live this life because if we don’t den we will have rods shoved up r asses..
In the end no one gains. Everyone loses.. Everyone’s a loser in this world, in his own way though. We all continue to be losers thinking that we are actually striving towards being winners! Funny world..
We should probably try and realize the innocence that small babies or d animals have. We can learn from that. It’s supposed to be a world like that, happy and free. But it has been converted to some hideous looking business world, where there's no room for freedom. The only one who's free are the rich, and they are also not actually free. They are bound in this horrible world. I know i cant change this world, but i hope some day the nature realizes it has had too much of this shit and that it needs a complete makeover.. So just hope sometime within the next million years my dreams come true!
Till then, happy bound-up life! And those who'd like to have those rods shoved up there asses, all the best for enjoying your life. Wish you luck!

P.S: This is the first blog I am writing. I am sorry for the usage of obscene words, but I am unable to control it when I think about all the atrocities that are happening in the world. Everything that I have written has been thought of by me and I have not taken any information from anywhere. So there is no use searching for proof for certain things that I have written. This is all what I feel. Since there is a right to expression in our country I am expressing my feelings. If it has in any way offended anyone then I am sorry.
Thank you for reading this blog patiently!
(I have re-edited my blog because all of the people who read it till now did not like the usage of the obscene language. but I've left a few words here and there because i felt they were necessary. I have removed the rest.)